Warning: I'd personally like to warn everyone that the thoughts/ideas/events/experiences expressed in this diary are my very own and not meant to offend anyone. However, I will not tolerate harrassment in my own diary for sharing my own personal thoughts and life. Let's be mature and realistic here. But seriously, I'm not trying to cut down anyone or promote a specific lifestyle. We're all individuals and let's embrace that.
"It goes a long way back, some twenty years. All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naive. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. I took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: That I am nobody but myself." -Ralph Ellison
Hollowed and Dry
After the doors are closed I transform into what no one knows As they push past lines Breaking down There's nothing left inside I'm hollowed out Eaten alive And they all are the same In the end, nothing will change Just a clock passing time As days go by We'll still be here Hollowed and dry